cold on the inside.

can't exactly describe what am i feeling right now...like being stung by a chill inside of me. it's the epitomy of things that makes me not understand people or things any longer. maybe.

won't be going home tonight. thank God it's the run of the last series of the duties i have to do. just hope that the mood will ease into the day. sometimes i feel like i don't have any drive in me anymore. i could conclude the reason for me behaving like that is possibly my age, but that's not how i really see it. it just seems that i can't make out much of my life when God's not around.

i feel like a homosapien. yep.