i wonder.

sometimes i wonder why do i bother to write in this blog.

maybe it's to kill time.
maybe it's to make myself feel better when i had expressed my thoughts out openly.
maybe it's to justify to the feelings that do me unjust in the day.
maybe it's to fulfill some silly obligations.
maybe it's to make everything that i do plausible.
maybe it's to let you read and strike an image or a sordid impression about me.
maybe it's to let the whole world know i can't write very well.
maybe it's to let me make amends for havoc unforgivable.
maybe it's to make a statement that i know no one gives a damn about.
maybe it's just for your silly viewing pleasure.

i wonder.