sorry.

i must share to you.
i must try to tell you He loves you.
i must say it even when you made fun of Him.
and His ways.
and Him in my life.
even when i decide to harden my heart.
even when i tried to defend Him and choosing to ostracize you.
even when i want to boycott you out of my life.
yet He said no.
even when you said those things about Him.
that what He would say to you.
when He tried to love you despite my saying no.
the heart that would break that's not mine.
but His.

forgive me that i can have a chance.
to tell you about Him again.