sorry.

i must share to you.
i must try to tell you He loves you.
i must say it even when you made fun of Him.
and His ways.
and Him in my life.
even when i decide to harden my heart.
even when i tried to defend Him and choosing to ostracize you.
even when i want to boycott you out of my life.
yet He said no.
even when you said those things about Him.
that what He would say to you.
when He tried to love you despite my saying no.
the heart that would break that's not mine.
but His.

forgive me that i can have a chance.
to tell you about Him again.

Amazing You.

nothing can comprehend.
the measure of You.
words don't even describe close the nature of You.
indescribable are You.

all my life.

surely goodness and mercy will follow me.
all the days of my life.
surely goodness and mercy will follow me.
all the days of my life.
i will bless
i will bless
i will bless the Lord.
all the days of my life.
i will bless
i will bless
i will bless the Lord.
all the days of my life.

its not hard at all.

what we would trade for something that's invaluble at the present for the future priceless.

what we would give for something insignificant when we kick the bucket over something that releases us what binds us?

better remedy our thoughts with His word today.

yes Jesus.

a thought.

the superficially challenged creates an issue that isn't serious at all.
those are the mundane shallow.

so we know what you crave now.
show it.

okay.

you could be drained.
i could be wrong.
when i did offer assistance,
you snapped.

so how was i supposed to know not helping you would make your day better?

we all feel unappreciated at times.
but God sees.
that's a good thing.

thank you.

something small means everything big when you gave me everything out of nothing.

i love you.

peace i find.

so blinded none that's so divine,
shake the dust and all goes fine,
tilt back on the rusty clock,
share the peace and all that's gone.

broke beyond the crimson cross,
fearing now what i've once lost,
hoping for Your love divine,
take my pain that's all inside.

i look upon my fallen cause,
bowing low in my remorse,
saying that i am not weak,
Your holy presence is all i seek,
fade into the symphony,
tearing down my broken dreams,
fighting tears i cannot hide,
so fornlorn,
so torn inside.

find my peace.

appreciate you.

some things are better said now than never.

ivy - you have a big heart in a small frame. no digs, honest. thank you for supporting me and believing in me even when i can't, even i seem to go hapharzardly wrong, or when i really can't be bothered. you're there to tell, remind and correct me. politically or not. you made that difference in me. thanks vies.

anathan - like my little bro blessing me in big proportions. you get the definition. and you know when i correct you, it means i bother to point out where you might be wrong. coz i love you. stay focused alright.

yikai - your attitude amazes me. keep that insatiable passion for Jesus coz when you're faithful in what you're doing now, He's gonna amaze you more than you amaze me. count on it.

lo - trying as times are, we have to keep in sight of the boat. even when we feel we're in a sinking situation. i know that you're an overcomer. keep running.

jesslyn - 2nd Corinthians 4:18 says, "so we fix our eyes not on the seen, but on the unseen. for what is seen is temporal, but what is unseen is eternal." my life's verse, i give to you. keep your flame dancing and stay alive in Him. He has so much more for you than what you can expect out of yourself. the girl dancing in the open flower fields.

jeremy - your presence really encourages me. don't let your age be your snare but always believe and hope for the better things above, way above this life. its my pleasure working with you. you're a great.

adelene - its the sweetness about you that makes you generate charisma which draws people to you. use it for His purpose alright? stay on with your zeal in Jesus.

Lie Zhen - your coming to the Lord really encouraged me. my prayer for you is that you'll continue to draw closer to Him each day that you will understand His love and plan for you in your life. love you bro.

Juncheng - i thank you for your faithfulness in coming, even at times when you might have difficulties understanding, please bear with us. i pray that one day all the questions of your heart will be unlocked by the Father Eternal. love you too. press on.

i love all of you with a brand of love that only God can truely give to me.
i love you guys.
lets grow and move on.