Wai Kiat.

your 10 favourites.
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food: sweet and sour pork chops.
song: alternative. gospel. bossa nova. house jazz.
movie: anything by pixar?
sport: that would be soccer. not exactly playing it tho.
season: none.
day: anyday. so long as God permits me to live.
ice-cream: rum and raisins.

your 9 current.
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mood: fidgety.
clothes: streetwear. i haven't washed up.
desktop: custom made.
toenail color: biege?
time: 1.41am.
annoyance: mid semester test in 10 more hours.
thoughts: nothing smart now.

your 8 best.
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best friend: Jesus Christ.
crush: best crush? i haven't had any. Jean's a love. not a crush.
movie: anything by pixar.
piercing: none.
lie: since when is any lie told being the best?
music: deathmetal. long time ago tho.
car: no car.

your 7 last.
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cigarette: don't smoke.
drink: tap water.
car ride: a taxi last night?
crush: don't have one.
movie seen: cars by pixar.
phone call: to Jean.
CD played: i listen to CDs. i don't play 'em.

6 have you ever.
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date one of your best friends: i'm doing that now. and for life.
broken the laws: nope.
been arrested: nope.
skinny dipped: nope.
been on TV: nope.
kissed someone you dunno: nope.

5 things you are wearing.
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- my tees.
- my slacks.
- my specs.
- my briefs.
- nil.

4 things you have done today.
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1. typing this out.
2. studying for my test later.
3. it's a good distraction.
4. and a perfect waste of time.

3 things you can hear now.
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1. my fan.
2. my typing.
3. the definitive silence.

2 things you can't live without.
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1. God.
2. Oxygen.

1 thing you do when you are bored.
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- stone.

notice this entry is for your viewing pleasure.

Youth Alive.

their spirit is awesome.
God.
i can't describe You.
but my heart and soul and spirit does.
thank You.

God radicals.

one more day to the radical conference. i want to be expectant of the things Jesus can do. we can only move as far as His spirit leads. none the more, or any less. when we allow Him to perform, we achieve so much more for Him.

may God burn in us a new calling of passion for Him again.
so let Him take the steering wheel in your life.
take a backseat and let Him.

them.

misguided intellect leads to the haughty,
while serving themselves a righteous reason to reject what the eyes of their heart can't see.
agreeing that the truth is only a cynical theory.
bypassing Him that could very well save.

them which is not us.
but them.

games day.

to anathan, the two michelles and mr ong:

thank you all so much for helping me accomplish what i can't do alone. your dedication, presence and assistance to me in the games day speaks heap volumes. i really couldn't have done it solo.

thank God for you all.
wonderful folks.

overload.

i can't think much.
the overloading of information is apparently so huge that i can't handle. with all the projects, assignments, meetings, everything screams attention simultaneously.

how i wish i can duplicate an intelligent copy of myself.

darn.

you lost me.
for a moment, i thought you wrong.
but forgive me for not being able to read you like i'd do a reference book.
if i could.
you wouldn't have lost me.

get real.

the very reason is defined by our motives.
while some had something to say publicly,
others had secrets to hide.

if ignorance kills, being a hypocrite might save you for the blushes.
but not your life.

excuse me.

when resources becomes unavailable, any brilliant idea i might have gets thrown outta the window.
i feel restricted at times.
it is inapt that i should feel this way.
and i know it.
so feeling sorry isn't an excuse when you can't produce what you expected.
this is a bad conduct of mine.
please excuse me.