exasperated.

recovering from the end month sickness. only to usher in another tide of new bearings and objectives that i cannot come to terms with. it only magnifies my problems, adding more to the current existing ones.

sigh.
i can't multi-task,
can't finish what i've started,
can't state the obvious more than enough,
can't exonerate how i feel about doing everything seemingly endless.

i wanna be multi-limbed.
help.

many me.

its amazing how God created us. while a portion might be those who always creates a movement and leave nothing at the voids, majority plays that role in being the faithful followers of those who walk as blindly to what they can even see.


i'm subjugated in many different fashions when it comes to being in the many facades. its not that much of hiding a mask i wear and doing a farce, but in whatever conditions my style changes me to not suit, but complement the crowd.

i feel like a chameleon.

work.

i need a job like chicken lays their eggs.
like cows give milk.
like birds that feed on worms.

i better get about to doing something and earning my keep before my sanity blows away with what am already expressing.

what am i supposed to write that will have you digesting my post without your scruntiny?
you want to be entertained? fine.
you want more than what i could give that pleases the manipulative you.
words are more than mere mimicry of your atrocious profile.
stop your facade.
you're not a puppet so don't mimic another persona.

you're entertained? clap then.

happy V's.

i hope you do like what you've read and see coz its my reflected on words to you as a whole. much as i know my words meant more than actions could ever say, i'll try to keep them in tandem. we've gone through so much that occasions like these shouldn't be treated as anyday special.

but it's whom i've spent it with everyday, every date.
you.
i love you.

happy valentine's.

nothing more.

re-percussions of progress and re-inventions only means nothing more than stale ideas are re-packaged.
when we combine creativity in tandem with a driving logic, we displace the conventional and the safe grounds.
we could be heroes.

take care.

having recollective memories about people whom i've come to aquaintance in my life. i must say that each and everyone of them holds something special that i'll cherish them about. even as some leave, some move on to other ministries, i wanna sincerely thank those that have worked with me, made my life a 'lil better and easier.

i express my appreciation with to you a belated toast.
farewells are nothing till you're there to speak your goodbyes.
not that i can't forget you when you're in close proximity of me.
you're remembered from a distance.

on this note.

deriving what my point is at exactly.
i apologize to those that of recent times, i may tend to overlook you and even in the process, may wound a feet or two. but i never truely intended for that to be so. it's not your fault but mine.

when i appear nonchalant they say i don't bother or care.
that what i do isn't enough. to their expectations.
well for one thing off the record, you were not even there when i do.
so stop dissing me off.

stupid music.